New Beginning

This year is all about in with the new and out with the old. I have started writing to some pen pals so that I can really be able to share with people the goodness I have received. I also had a talk with the priest yesterday and according to him with this new transformation I'm doing its going to result in me being more senstive to things. I've notice already that it has begun. All it took was someone making a remark about bless you and it irked me bc it was not in a godly manner. Hopefully me working with kids happens soon because I really miss working with them. I'm also showing growth and can really feel it within myself. Ill leave you guys with this idea : always remember who you are, where you come from, and where you going =)

College life

i really love this college its so peaceful here i just wish that i could get my work done i sometimes find myself distracted at times but othertimes i just know that this is the college thats right for me !

My Trip to Washington Durning Summer 2008

I love this image it's just something about the sky and people scattered ,that makes me reflect on how much I loved it when I was in washington. I wanted to freeze the moment when I sat on the grass ,which was very comfortable I might add. My two best friends Zamady and Eli were right next to me laying there with me and it just felt right......







This is the image with me and my best friends that I like so much. I had so much at that time but know im really happy. Curently the one in the white shirt with the red slip shirt underneath is my best friend Zamady I just recently had a fight with her but I think we are good friends again . The one in the blue shirt is Eli right now she is in Mexico celebrating her quince. I hope she enjoys it I really do and I know that she will be home soon :). Anyhow other then that I'm really happy right now and Im missing him more then anything. Ill write a seperate blog for him though cause I think he is very special  Out of all the boys I have dated so far he is very different but in a good way though. Anyhow let me write a separate blog for him .....

Comming home from ave maria

Its so weird the more I think about the home I left after going to college the more realize that home is where all the memories are that I left behind. Memories that are good and bad. I remember the mistakes I made with a ex and I remember my first kiss with someone who I still can't believe made such a impact on me but I really missed my family. It just feels like a escape when I come home until I realize that every childhood memory I have I spent in this house.  I feel like this house knows everything about me its shelter all my friends who have slept over. Its welcomed all the guys that came to meet my parents and visit me . It knows all my secrets and my dreams I just love this house and will never know why I told my mom that I hated it because I really don't.  I just want to get out of it to prove that I dont need it but I do need my home every now and then.  Its a big part of who I am and where I came from. So the words I Hate you wasn't my heart talking it was my head. I just felt really stressed in this house before I left it .Will continued later got a paper to write ahh.